Thought a lot before writing this one... This may spoil my relations with many people and mend with many... I'm not pointing out anyone in particular, so no offence to anyone... I've realised that when i used to speak to everyone, no matter what, i had friends, but when i was quite and really wanted to speak my heart out, i found i was all alone in the whole big world... People i used to call my friends showed their backs to me and i was left all so alone... Someone said it right, when you are sad and alone even your shadow leaves you alone, i completely agree to it now... Personal experiences... I got so involved with people i used to call my friends, that i let them lead my life for me, i can't blame them or anything but i was a fool to let this happen to me ... Anyways i won't let this happen again ...
I should have listened to my mum, she warned me about the future and call is looking into the future or whatever she told me what was going to happen if i go on the wrong path, which i generally took... And as a result, i paid the price for my mistakes ...
I listen to my heart and not my mind, guess that's my mistake... I had a real bad crush on this guy when i was in my 10th standard, infact he was my first crush, but i could not tell him 'coz he was a senior, i still have the chocolate wrapper he threw when he walked passed me not even noticing that i was standing there... I found him on orkut one fine day and told him how i felt, and we became friends, and while chatting on yahoo once i switched on my cam and he then told me how pretty i looked, i was almost on cloud 9, 6th heaven or call it by any name, the happiest person on earth... From that point of time, i made a mental note of this fact that i have to tell the person i have a crush on, hey common everyone has the right to know how special they are for someone they don't even know exists ...
I do everything that i want to... I don't want to regret on my death bed that i could not do something i wanted to... Be it talking to wrong people or confession my crush to my crush... I'll learn from my mistakes, won't repeat them, but make some more... :-p
I should have listened to my mum, she warned me about the future and call is looking into the future or whatever she told me what was going to happen if i go on the wrong path, which i generally took... And as a result, i paid the price for my mistakes ...
I listen to my heart and not my mind, guess that's my mistake... I had a real bad crush on this guy when i was in my 10th standard, infact he was my first crush, but i could not tell him 'coz he was a senior, i still have the chocolate wrapper he threw when he walked passed me not even noticing that i was standing there... I found him on orkut one fine day and told him how i felt, and we became friends, and while chatting on yahoo once i switched on my cam and he then told me how pretty i looked, i was almost on cloud 9, 6th heaven or call it by any name, the happiest person on earth... From that point of time, i made a mental note of this fact that i have to tell the person i have a crush on, hey common everyone has the right to know how special they are for someone they don't even know exists ...
I do everything that i want to... I don't want to regret on my death bed that i could not do something i wanted to... Be it talking to wrong people or confession my crush to my crush... I'll learn from my mistakes, won't repeat them, but make some more... :-p
