Two Suns...

At times I feel like I’m stuck in the middle of an emotions ocean.

Yes, I am in a boat.

No, it is not sinking.

Yes, I have the oars.

No, I don’t know how to use it.

Yes, there is a storm.

No, but the clouds are blue.

Yes, I can go anywhere.

No, I don’t have a map.

It’s like there are many aspects of life in all different directions. There is always a destination that one has in their mind, yet they’re forbidden to do take that path. Actually, they don’t know how they would end up by taking that path. One might be super happy and wake up all happy and chirpy, or spend the day in gloom, wondering why one chose that destination.

There are 2 suns rising, and both are in different directions. If one steers their boat in one sun’s direction, the other will eventually fade away. The sun one would choose would protect and keep them happy, but the one they won’t pick, would burn them down to ashes. Either way, a part of that person dies.

Many people spend their lives in search of happiness, without knowing what is happiness? Is it making your mom’s dream come true, or is it having a lot of money, or is it simply doing things that give you a feel good factor. Each individual has different priorities, and no one but themselves can set it right.

While you’re still in the middle of the two suns, make up your mind, set your priorities right, know what you want in future, what would make you happy, make a pros and cons list for all it takes, decide… Enjoy the view till as long as you can, you might never see two suns again.